grr

I'm super irritable,it's so irritating :( getting so pissed off!!!!!!!! and then i started stressing. Think I'm worried about Stats, thought I would be okay, then I looked at the tutorials and I couldn't do them!!! :(

Ok nemo dont stress. Two more days to study...be positive. Deep breathes . iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin and oooooooooooooout x10 .

im in the habit of scratching again, even if im not itching *sigh* If i were mentally stable,eczema wouldn't be much of a problem nor would uni!

So im told i should take a break next year, so my body can relax and skin can get better etc. But i have this feeling im going to push myself to do honours. That means im going to be a pain in everyones butts next year aswell!

alternatives to honours :

Do nothing
Become a full-time ninja
Save the kitties
Study Hifz -it'd be a nice thing to do
Go to beauty school - can learn how to handle my skin
work for family business
become a criminal
assassinate whores

Quite a variety, but i still dont know. Hmm if I continue studying at UCT, life will always be stressful, hence il be a overly problematic child for that period while studying.


maybe if i ate my cupcake id feel better lol. but i cant eat it until later :(