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Friday, July 10, 2009

Hmm...

I feel so confused and lost :( Hate this feeling!!! Why can I never be sure of anything? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH. For once I just want to be sure of something. Cos my indecisiveness hurts me and causes me to hurt other people. :( I feel like such a bad person...

this pc building is giving me such a headache , SO MANY options. wow!!! its crazzzzzzzy.

should be studying...

Saturday, July 4, 2009

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WHY MUST PEOPLE DO DRUGS? Retards

SO angry...Yes some drugs may be less dangerous than others. but WHY. so STUPID. WEED STILL HAS SIDE EFFECTS. makes you stupid and other stuff :/ so WHY? Its not worth. And unfortunately i actually care about my friends. so this bothers me so much, cos they not bothered people actually care about them. Feel depressed now, especially cos those people don't wana be helped. If you think its cool to do drugs then you shot be shot. If you need weed to have fun and be happy then thats sad. if you have problems then theres no point in smoking the problems way,everything is just gonna get worse.there are other alternatives. *sigh*

so over drugs...

*breathes*

Yoyo!

haaaaaazit :D

haha...Got all my marks. Didn't pass anything and I didn't fail anything :D. Awesomeness considering that I was convinced I was going to fail two subjects, but now I have rewrites for them . Yeah!!!!! :D Marks were pretty disspointing for my other subjects though, but oh well I'l do better next time :)

I started gym, we0. went twice since last saturday. :D Can't believe i started. Normally when I want to do something it always stays an Idea/goal.

Learning to cook... :) Well im not sure if making boeber and tuna pasta falls into that category, but its definately a start.

Had waffles last night at tashreeqas. was so so sos os sosososossoos nice. WAFFLES :D:D

um...started watching 'the arrivals'. Pretty hectic stuff, and im way too scared to watch it alone!!!!!! mom was watching with me :D

Still havent watched slumdog millionaire...sadness. One day

Currently procrastinating, terrible!!!!!!! I'l start soon, like after I finish this post :D

I so wana study overseas aaaaaaaaaaaaah. But unfortunately im a girl so , my place is at home and nowhere else until im married. Bleh . Guess I better find something to marry :D

my eczema is bleh.constantly buRRRRRRNs. but still trying to be positive.


cya
Nemo