ALERT: This post will be emoish
I can never seem to think of cool names for my post, so uncreative.
Got a lecture at 9am, but I am still at home, so screw that. Kinda of got this SINKING emotional feeling overtaking my body , not cool. Had this same feeling earlier in the year, hope it doesn't last for too long. I physically feel horrible and so does my skin. Gosh. Less drama in my life please! I'm way too stressed.
Got my first MSA meeting today so I have to put all the above aside. It's an opportunity for me assist others and make some changes - which I'm not sure of my capabilities just yet. Not sure whether I'm going to do a good job or not, only time will tell.
I feel like writing poetry, but I should probably go to campus. So wish I sleep this all away. Can't wait for this beyond horrible year to end. Need to get away from EVERYONE for a lil while and relax it all out.
Forgot to wish my dad happy birthday - Happy Belated Birthday Daddy (for the 19th September) - Hope you doing better than me on this crappy earth, maybe I should come join you ? Then we can party :)
Jojo - Just a dream
I paint my nails black, cuz it fits my mood
I'm tired of lookin' around for something to prove
You don't know how it feels inside my skin
But neither do I, because I numb the feeling
Take it away, all of my pain
I gotta bottle I need to finish
Take it away, take it from me
Cuz if you don't, I might drown in it
And I keep tellin' ma, tellin' ma, tellin' myself
That my bad luck's gonna go away
And I keep tryin' and tryin' and try, try to win
But I'm losing every day
I wanna get up and fight, but I don't have the time
I'm too busy feelin' sorry for me
When it looks like the clouds are gone
I wake up, it was just a dream, it was just a dream
It was just a dream, it was all a dream
I walk around, cold to the warmth of life
I see ya tryin' to talk, but I'm deaf to lies
Right, I believe in promises of tomorrow
If I don't make it there, know that I'm that sorry, though
Take it away, take it from me
Cuz I really wanna believe
After the rain, someone'll say
There's really more for me
I keep tellin' ma, tellin' ma, tellin' myself
That my bad luck's gonna go away
And I keep tryin' and tryin' and try, try to win
But I'm losing every day
I wanna get up and fight, but I don't have the time
I'm too busy feelin' sorry for me
When it looks like the clouds are gone
I wake up, it was just a...
See, I've been through Hell and I am still yet to come back
There is no conductor to get this on track
I have dreams of freedom from the circumstance I'm in
If it's in His plans for me, then I will win
I'll just dream til' then
I keep tellin' ma, tellin' ma, tellin' myself
That my bad luck's gonna go away
And I keep tryin' and tryin' and try, try to win
But I'm losing every day
I wanna get up and fight, but I don't have the time
I'm too busy feelin' sorry for me
When it looks like the clouds are gone
I wake up, it was just a dream, it was just a dream
It was just a dream, it was all a dream
It was just a dream
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/just-a-dream-lyrics-jojo.html ]
