Betrayal and Deceit

These are common actions from the people we least expect to hurt us. Usually when i become friends with someone, I give it my all. I'd basically do anything for them and be there when they need me most.

But what I've learnt over the years, you seriously can't trust anyone. I've been hurt twice really bad now, and it sucks big time. Are people too stupid too see what they doing is wrong? Well that must be true, else they would not have done it. I just will never understand how one can be so inconsiderate.

Clearly I put way too much effort into friendships and in the end all those years of friendship meant NOTHING to them? Someone you see practically everyday for a years, just meant nothing? I just can't accept that people are this heartless. Or maybe I'm just too nice. I can deal with honesty - even if it hurts , but its when lies and going behind people's backs that kills me.

I'm not saying I'm the perfect friend or someone that can be trusted fully. But I try to be as close as possible. Because I'd never want to cause the hurt that others imposed upon me. Never. I know that hurting someone can't always be avoided that I know, but those that hurt me were totally unnecessary. I think people need to learn to be more conscious of there actions and not only think of themselves.

Goodluck to those retards...

Laters