Hmm haven't blogged in a long time. Been capped. Aah the horror. Only thing I can do is dotA and go on vula. ( wooohooo). I'm still having a tough time changing , one the hardest things everrrr.
Dont't even remember what happened in the week. Hmm. Weekend I did nothing . Oh yes watched Gossip Girl was soooo epic. Heard I failed my economics test, 26% . Sigh. Went to Karate monday, was cool. Needed the exercise and still need lots more . Last night i wrote accounts and it didn't go well at all, didn't have time to think in the test :( So i hope I pass. Writing database systems tonight and I can't even code. Sigh .
Wonder If I should leave UCT for the rest of the year and come back next year? Cos I don't feel like I can handle studying at the moment. Dunno how I'm going to pass. So maybe I need the break to sort myself out. But then again I might regret leaving, cos then it lengthens my studies. sigh sigh Decisions.
I could get a job mmm, that might be fun or I could go find someone to marry, cos honestly I don't do anything with my youth. So I don't see why not! Get married and move overseas hmm, that would be cooooool. I know I'm young and blah blah. But i want my degree before I get married!!!! ok so next year I'll be done with my degree Inshallah! But then I'l be 20 :?:? Naaaah I dont think thats too young! and I'm already mature :) haha I wish!
Ooh its April fools! Haven't got fooled yet...or fooled anyone. Boring!
I know this is quite disgusting, but I haven't brushed my hair in two days. haha. Whats wrong with meeee :(
Friend told me an hadeeth yesterday, made me feel somewhat better. It went like this...
There was this man say, Mohammed :? who wanted to marry this girl, so he asked his friend, Abdul :? to go ask the girls parents if Mohammed can marry her. The parents said no as they wanted not Mohammed to marry her , but Abdul. So Abdul went to Mo and told him that his sorry but her parents wants him , Abdul to marry her. Then Mo said no...he is sorry, because obviously the girl wasn't meant to be his.
Like woooow. Hmm so I guess it adds to the whole thing, that everything happens for a reason and that we must trust in Allah. Well gonna keep on making dua and etc etc and hopefully all will go well from here :)
Its so irritating being happy and sad , happy and sad. likeeee can my chronic depression just dieeeeee already. pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
and oooh seema's wedding is coming up! Gonna be bridesmaid O_o So gotta sort my eczema out. Walking in front of like 500 people *cringe*. Hopefully I'll at least look somewhat decent. Holidays on friday!! yay!!! lol not like im gonna do anything, sit at home, watch series and dota :) And an economics essay :D so exciting hey.
Really gotta pee right now... So see you for now. Will maybe come spam more later when i get sick of studying
xoxo
neWmo hahaha (I didn't make that up, Ziyaad did )
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