The end is near

Went to a 21st last night, was good , but somehow i was feeling major depressed !! Think it's cos of my skin, I think it's scarred (cos it was so severely bad earlier in the year that I think it might have damaged my skin). Sigh! But I shall not give up trying. My aunt keeps on lecturing me on how I need to relax and take care of myself , bleh. I am trying, perhaps not hard enough ?

Exams starts in about 2 weeks for me . *scary*. Started studying today, wanna do reasonably well this exams. Don't know how not to stress though, thats kinda difficult for me. I don't know how not to feel sad either, if i see a reflection of my skin in anything I get so saaad. Maybe If I lived in a world with no mirrors/reflections I'd never really worry about my skin. Or if photo's didn't exist. That would be an awesome world. Class photo this week :/

woooooooosaaaaaaaaaaaa

Think I shall book myself a needed massage this week.

I feel like taking the day off and just relaxing somewhere! But damn everyone is so busy! Stuuupid Exams. I guess I'll have to wait till after then!

Ok let me think of something of intellect to talk about...hmm. I really should consider carrying a notebook around where I can write my ideas about to blog about. When I ACTUALLY have something interesting to write about I always seem to forget it *sigh*

My sister has this theory that my skin will probably clear up when I'm pregnant (One day Insha-Allah, soon :P). I will be sooo pissed off if that happens, well and happy at the same time. If that were a guarantee I'd probably get married right now! Well if I had someone to marry ( I won't marry that village guy who already has a wife )

Just got asked if I have a boyfriend. Weird. The sudden notion of me having a boyfriend just seems soooo odd. Jeez.

Well since I'm on the topic of marriage and boyfriend's I might as well blog about something relationships-like.

The whole process of liking someone is so ANNOYING. It turns out to be a game. First both parties are confused as to whether the other party is interested in them. The annoying process of telling each other you like each other.

Annoying things that happen during the process :

1) When you get a sms from the person you like, even though you saw the sms immediately when you got it, you reply a WHILE later so you don't seem eager like you were waiting for the sms.

2) When the person comes online (Gmail, Facebook,MSN or whatever) you don't want to say hello because you waiting for the other person to say hello first.

3) You attempt to make the other party jealous

4) Playing hard to get

Urgh. What a pain.

Oh yes!!! Friend said she going to UK and got accommodation . I'm so going with. I hope. Damn I so need to get friends together and go backpacking, would be awessssssssssssome

Sleepy Time

Night

Total Randomness

I have pictures to put on this post :D Don't pictures just make everything a million times better? (Except when I'm in them xD - Hate photographs, well I used to love them back in my younger days :P)

So here is breakfast from the other day when i started my "detox". Tuna with pepper ( It was a whole tin of Tuna, apparently that is too much? I think not...), Avocado, Cucumber and Provita! Oh yes, with a cup of Rooibos tea no milk no sugar! Was awesome. It took so much effort to make this though, well in comparison to cereal and making an egg.

Here is a picture of Saamiyah my ADORABLE niece! I just wanted to see what she would look like in a scarf...Little cute pink thing :D

I had to make candyfloss and thus I summoned my candyfloss dawgs/engineers (Ashfaak, Raees, Zubayir and Fish), I was the photographer ^_^

Zubayir - Cleaner, had to get the hard pieces of candyfloss out of the silver bowl thingy with his wooden spoon while the candyfloss machine was running. He once ignored his duties and twirled his wooden spoon and made some candyfloss.

Fish - He either said "Increase Production"/"Decrease Production". Wise man.

Ashfaak and Raees - Masters of candyfloss

Me- Random. I twirled. I tied. And I itched for quite some time making me incapable of helping them.

This was at 2am when no more candyfloss could be made. Everyone had blue tongues due to the last batch of um 'candyfloss' :P

So yesterday I fetched Mei at about 11am and we went to Cavendish because I wanted to buy shoes. We left Cavendish Just after 6pm. INSANE. Probably lost some weight due to walking around for that long. I didn't even find a shoe after all that time, how sad.

I had Kauai for lunch. A Chicken Mexican Burrito on wholewheat bread and an energizer smoothie. Trying to keep the 'healthy' thing going.

I ended up buying a dress from the KIDDIES section in Woolworths. I tend to shop in the kiddies section often. Firstly the clothes fits me, secondly its cheaper (Most of the time) than the adult section. Going to be hilarious when I land up wearing the same thing as a 5 year old in the same place.

I bought STATIONERY. Yes I did! I really don't know why I get so excited about stationery. Bought 3 pens and a little book for committee meetings. I was in Juta and I realised I really want one of these pen stands. REALLY REALLY! One day. Just imagine, my study room, with bookshelves with actual books in it and the pen stand. Heaven! I'd probably be permanently studying just so I can try out different pens.

My love for stationery is so vast that Mei included it in her belated birthday gift to me. How sweet!! Here some pictures. Its a Lindt wafer slab, skittles, CUTE KOREAN TISSUES, and Asian stationery. Maybe I should start collecting stationery from around the world? I'd probably just lose them anyways. Probability of me losing stationery is 0.99 :/

Oh she also got me this cute tiger blank thingy. It says for ages 3+. I should be relatively safe I assume?

I found this funny at the time. Mei parked her car, look even the light went red!

Didn't go to campus today. Skin got infected AGAIN. Insomnia is back AGAIN. Trying to relax today. Drinking tons of water, so I wash this stupid infection away. I will get rid of you Infection!!!! DIE!!!!!!!!!!

Super long post..

I'm reading this book "Love in a Headscarf", seems good so far. In this book the author talks about a story where the Prophet (S.A.W) was forced to walk down an alleyway where this woman used to throw rubbish at him She did this because she did not agree in the belief of One God he was propagating. One day the Prophet (S.A.W) , was walking down the alleyway but the woman wasn't present. Instead of being happy by her absence, he went to figure out why she wasn't there. It turned out that the lady was sick. He went to visit her and offered her any assistance that she might need. This lady was so amazed that after the way she treated him , he STILL came to come see her. The Prophet (S.A.W) advised the lady that EVEN those who show you difficulties should be looked after, because that what being Muslim was all about.

This just shows if someone treats you badly or is rude and such. You DON'T have to be same way back. Be different. Be nice.

Awesome!

5 Weeks till mom is back.

Laters

All I want is everything...

*Last nights post*

Sigh heard noises, not the usual roof noises, it was banging on the side garage side I think? So I'm now in my mothers room and I locked the door, just in case anything happens. *Sigh* Definitely have to marry a strong fearless guy , else I'm screwed. Can't be with someone more cowardly than me, that would suck!

I actually miss somebody! Weird~ Girls especially are always missing their friends, jeez. I hate it when they tell me they missed me, because I didn't miss them. That doesn't mean I don't want to hang out with them or anything...I just didn't miss them. Girls 'miss' so often.

Aunty is home! Yay . Seriously can't stand all the noises I hear when there is no one to protect me! :( I seriously think If someone were to ever rob my house while I was home alone I'd probably just die on the spot or coward into a corner and pray that nothing happens to me. Or maybe my kitty will evolve into super kitty will save me (that would be awesome)

Third Jungle Oats bar, so much for losing weight.

I have an IS awards thingy coming up and the people that I want to take probably wont come with.! How sad.

*end*

Just got a call from Imraan in India (He was our driver when my family and I stayed there). When he called I didn't realise it was him because his tone was so different. Then he told me his father died from a heart attack *sigh* Another death. :( This year is really sucking :(

Be strong Nemo...be strong