Hmm...I guess I haven't written in a really long time. Kinda missed just blogging all my emotions out.
I saw that I have 4 followers! How cool :) Haha
What I've been up to lately :
Well University ended, made it into third year, YAY! So as long as everything goes well next year, I'l be a graduate in Information Systems. But then i'm so lost on what to do after graduation, do I study honours? Do I study Medicine or do I go overseas? I hate decisions, because I fear making mistakes, I can't help but dwell on my regrets. Grrrr, pisses me off SO much. Sigh . I have three rewrites to write. 3! I hope I can somehow pass them all. Insha-Allah
I've started exercising! :) Finally, but I still eat like a vulture, so not really losing any weight, which was one of the aims of exercising aswell! I just love eating too much, I find so much joy in putting that burger in my mouth :D . Practising the splits everyday, I've improved, but still have an extremely long way to go, maybe a year? :/
Spiritual changes...One aspect I've worked on alot during these holidays. I make Salaah, not all 5 everyday. But most. I havent gone one day without making for probably a month or more? Think I'm going to start a blog of my journey to becoming a better muslim.
What else have I done lately, hmm. Watched tons of series. TONS. Also playing games, Mini Ninjas, Monkey Island , Fallout and Batman. I dont't play them everyday so I'm still far from clocking any of those games. But I reallly love games :) Its awesome.
I have one major decision bugging me and I really don't know what to do. Oh and yes it involves a boy. Really sucks, because my aim was to stay away from boys for a really long time. So one day i can just randomly get married, because I'd have a degree and job etc. But now that I'm still young, it can become troublesome and make me really happy at the same time. What a pain. Seriously hate matters of the heart. It's just way too painful. Sacrifices has to made, lots of them and its really not fun. But I guess that 'perfect' person does not exist, so I can't avoid making sacrifices. I'm really scared... and all these emotions are troubling my health. *SIGH*
Well I think thats enough for now.
Laters
Nemo